I’m absolutely dumbfounded with my words right now. I’m completely and competently starstruck, I don’t even know how or where to begin. Waking up from your deep sounding sleep, you whispered to me that I am the love of your life. You whispered those words to me. The most faultless few words to ever escape those immaculate lips. Those lips that I wish so dearly to lay across mine own. This dense, cruel, and ruthless cord had tugged at my heart - as if a million anchors were hustled over it dropping it down to the balls of my feet. I need you here. I need that reassurance that this love will last a lifetime. I need you to absorb these tears that fall from my eyes, to bundle me up, and never let go. God only knows my first and foremost fear, the one thing I dread to think of, is losing you. 

I know you promised me forever and I trust you with every grain of fiber in my being. It’s just that thought. The thought that has my heart throbbing and beaten down to the core. You’ve developed this ring that circulates around my heart. That like a tattoo, will leave it’s mark forever. A ring that sends those humble smiles to my face, the butterflies, the everlasting feeling of love - that is merely overwhelming. The most perfect feeling I could ever receive. I can’t lose that. I’m not letting go, I hope you know. You can hate me. You can try to caste me around, ignore me, move on - but I’m not going anywhere. I’m staying right here.. where I’m supposed to be. With my heart plastered in your hands. I’m never letting go. Two and a half years, I know this will be agony. Whatever it takes and/or however long it takes though, I’ll do it. Just so I can live that blithe dream finally in your arms and not having to let go. I’m in this forever. God, I love you. I have loved you, I’m in love with you, and I’ll always love you from this point ‘til kingdom come.

(Source: ourlovegrows)